Half days is a good place to start.
I went back to work today, feeling pretty good about my decision to start with half days. And I think it went well. I actually woke up before my alarm went off, so I was off to a better start than I thought.
About 10am, my lower back started to hurt, along with my abdomen, so I knew a full day wasn’t going to happen; & by 1pm, I was wiped, so I came home.
Wise choice, considering I fell asleep in my chair by 2, and slept till 5.
It continually frustrates me that I’m still getting so tired this quickly, but, I guess, since it’s still only been 3 1/2 weeks since the surgery, it isn’t unexpected.
By 6:30, I felt somewhat recovered from today, so, of course, I decided to push the envelope again, & started trimming the hedges that line one side of my property.
Yep, I’ll pay for that later.
But, fuck it.
They need doing, and I’m the one who’s here, so it’s got to be done.
Tonight, I’ll take a nice, long shower, try to stretch out the kinks in my back & shoulders the hedge trimmer put there, & take my happy ass to bed a little earlier than normal.
Tomorrow, I’ll have to try to finish trimming, & see how far I can get on raking up the branches before my back gives out. Yardwork never really seems to end when it’s high summer.
Speaking of which, HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE!!
Today was the longest day of the year, & tonight us a full moon… the Strawberry Moon, they call it, since this is when strawberries are going full force.
And with the moon sliding into Sagittarius, it’s the perfect time to set new goals, & take those first steps toward reaching them.
So, here I go, taking my first steps toward my new goals.
* Getting my normal life back (whatever normal means at this point).
* New craft projects, & revisiting some old ideas with a fresh perspective.
* Reclaiming who I am, and setting goals of where I want to be next year at this time.
Time to get started.