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Floating

My anxiety has been super high for the last 3 or 4 days, & I’m not sure why. Stress is always a factor, sure, but the last couple days haven’t been any more stressful than usual, & it’s been relatively quiet at the house, so it’s not that.

I started a new fitness & diet plan…but it’s not that. I’ve been exhausted almost every night since starting the new exercise goals, & have been falling asleep in my chair, only to wake up & hobble off to bed in the wee hours of the morning.

I’m starting a new class on Tuesday, but I know it’s not that.

I’m going to be in an intermediate horseback riding class. I grew up with horses, rode them like a maniac when younger, but haven’t been on one in 25 years. Skills might be a little rusty, but nothing to make me anxious. In fact, I’m excited & eager to start the class. I’ve missed horses…


My beloved Snooker! Such an amazing horse, & always up for a parade.

Anyway…

The anxiety just simmers, under the surface, all day long… And when I get home, it fills me…until my head starts to feel as though it were floating. Time ceases to mean anything, & hours go by without me registering them. 

Static… Snow on the visuals…floating…

Maybe it’s the moon…

Maybe it’s just life…

Maybe…

It’s just me…..

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One thought on “Floating

  1. Holy cow… I thought I was the only one feeling that way. It must be something in the air.

    Good for you for joining a class to do something you have loved so much! That sounds like fun. Looking forward to hearing about how it goes. 😀

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