I haven’t written here for a while, I know. I could make excuses, I could apologize and squirm and fall to my internet knees…
But I won’t.
Yeah, I’ve had things to do. Yeah, I’ve been working on writing my book, which means I haven’t really had the urge to write here too. Yeah, blah, blah, blah…
Truth is? I haven’t really felt all that inspired to write here, either. I’ve been a little under the weather, & in a depression.
My head is kind of a dark place right now, & I haven’t really felt like sharing.
What I really want to do is curl up in the center of my bed, pull the covers up, & stay there for the next few days…but
There are bills to pay, & guess who earns the checks ’round here?
So, every morning, instead of curling back into myself like I want to, I crawl out into the world & do what I have to to survive.
I ain’t got time for this, I got shit to do.
It’s a phase. Everything is a phase.
Yes, doesn’t make it hurt any less, however.
That is so very true…
Stay strong. You aren’t alone, there are many of us struggling and we need to stick together. I hope you are feeling somewhat better. I draw cartoons to show what mental illness including depression feels like. You might relate to them, take a look if you like http://www.luthienthegreen.wordpress.com I hope you can manage to carry on x