I have P!nk’s song stuck in my head…
There’s a road that takes me home
Take me fast
Or take me slow
Throw my head out the window
Feel the wind
Make me whole…
I don’t mind…I love her new CD, Beautiful Trauma, & have all the songs downloaded to my mp3 player so I can listen to them while I’m at work, mixed in with all my other music.
It’s just that hook…on a loop, though…
At least it’s not Christmas music.
Speaking of Christmas…
SadHeart 💙 is coming to visit for Christmas.
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, a lot of emailing with him, & some introverted soul-searching.
And, I’ve cone to the conclusion that – I’m 47. I’m not going to find love by conventional methods, because I’m not a conventional woman (stop laughing, yahoos), so I’m going to explore the opportunity that has been presented to me.
💙 has been generous enough to offer to fly here from the state & city he lives in, just to meet me. This was one of the major problems I had with E – getting him to actually show up after all the promises he made, & 💙 has not only come up with this on his own, it was not a promise, simply a “I want to meet you, so I’m going to do this”.
I need to meet that kind of courage and strength of character with my own courage, & not shy away from the possibility that he might be just what I’m looking for. I’ll never know if I don’t try, right?
So, company’s coming for the holidays.
Time to get out the decorations, I guess.