So, ElderDaughter got married yesterday.
And she’s due to give birth to my third grandchild, who is purported to be a girl, next week.
And she is in Washington state.
And I am in North Dakota.
And I can’t get there.
And I make jokes, I talk about how ED and her new hubby are now officially “Moose and Squirrel”, because that’s what I call them.
He’s a big dude, and yes, she’s a little squirrelly.
But, in reality…
The jokes are just a cover.
They’re to get me through the day, so I can get home without losing my shit.
……
It’s not okay today.
I’m not okay today.
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It’s really hard to have them be so far away. I”m sorry you’re missing so much.